One Spring Day

Today marks the beginning of the End of my 17 years marriage:

– We sent off our respective paperwork to the Mediator.

– My Spouse signed the Divorce Petition.

– We set an official date for Separation 06/05/23.

Today marks the End of my illusion about this marriage:

– It marks the “death” of a man I had loved wholeheartedly for almost 20 years.

– It marks the depletion of my trust.

– It marks the end of my respect.

– It marks the day I realize that Disappointment is another form of heart-break. And it hurts just as much.

BUT The End is also a mark of a new Beginning:

– The Beginning of a new chapter. Fuck, in my case it is an entirely new book!

– The Beginning of a new life I will start with my kids, my parents, and other people that love and support us.

– The Beginning of an exciting new adventure awaiting.

The End is the Beginning of a new Life, a new Hope, a different Dream and Happiness.